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FAYE KANE'S
ASTRONOMY / PHYSICS FUCK SITE

And Church of the Latter-Day Zarathustra


Putting the "ass" back in "Asperger's" since 2003

My mission from God:
Helping my timid, frightened geek brothers remember WTF they really are

My motto: You can't spell "systems analysis" without "anal"!


...Without the other!

The Latter-Day Zarathustra
__Hi, I'm Faye, math/science Jedi and geek fuck-cult goddess. I answer emails (eventually) at KneeCheeseZarathustra@gmail.com . BTW, The blog supposedly by me that says I'm really laughing at you is a fake by a disgruntled stalker. This blog is about remembering that being an intelligent animal means being both intelligent AND an animal. It's also about astrophysics, and being naked and whipped. I'd rather TALK ABOUT astrophysics, but I'd rather BE naked and whipped. After college, there was nothing interesting to pay attention to and I was horribly shy and afraid of boys. So I just leaned against the wall for years, smoking cigarettes and waiting for something wonderful to happen to me, but I didn't know what. Then, after I'd given up, it happened in 2001. Curious about what it's like to be a nonconsensual sex slave like the girls in the news, I took off all my clothes in a basement and let myself be gagged, tied to a bench for days, tortured sexually, and gang-raped by about two dozen drunk, stupid rednecks. It was a liberating, religious-like Revelation from God. I discovered what I always was: an animal body, born to mate and die ...and that I LIKE that. I now know that thinking and feeling are both "you", and it's critical that they keep the hell out of each other's way. I want you timid, useless, worthless geeks to dig up and embrace the scary feelings you buried so long ago when mommy said they were "bad", and to do it while you're you're still young. I even use shock therapy on you pointless Poindexters, because suppressing the sexual anger is why you dorks are in such horrible sadness and despair that you actually consider killing yourself so you won't have to endure another day without the thrilling joy of becoming an animal again and fucking someone who's body is like mine. My legs spread the Good News for all-too-modern man, for I preach the Eternal Gospel of cheap, meaningless sex with complete strangers. That's why they call me the psycho, active, psychoactive, hyperbolic, hypergolic, St. Vitus' dancin', pull down her pants and masterpiece-makin', masturbatin', window ledge over-the-edge, screwy, chiral, downward-spiral, ass upended, fair-weather-friended, 'puter freq girl geek. Moses said "Let my people go!" I say, "Let my people CUM!" Let them come to my sermon on the "mount!" For I am the Moses of Mount. I am the Jesus of Jizz. I am the Latter Day Zarathustra.I live naked in a cave
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In 2001, I eagerly let myself be gagged and tied in a basement with my legs forced apart for two days, nonstop. At the first whip slash to my cunt, I screamed and thrashed around desperately.
It was then nonconsensual, like I planned, and it never stopped. I was tortured and raped continuously by dozens of men all weekend while I pleaded and cried. You guys wanted a book about it, okay, here. Now buy it.

There is no "good."_____There is no "evil."_____There is only FLESH.

HOMO ASS-FUCKED TO DEATH BY A HORSE!


This time, Mr. Ed had something to say!

In 2005, 45-year-old Kenneth Pinyan got fucked by a gigantic 3-foot long horse dick, and when his colon was torn, he was too embarrassed to go to the hospital so he died of peritonitis.

Apparently he had gotten fucked by horses many times and never had a problem. It was just this one last pushy horse that did him in.

I guess the key to getting fucked in the ass by a horse is that you can't let the horse stick it all the way in. The horse fucks the guy a little bit, but then just takes over and lunges into this guys ass, balls deep, tearing up the guy's guts and pumping about a cup of disgusting horse cum all over the place.

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No girl, even me, gets aroused by timid dorks.  But even though I'd LOVE to be ass-fucked to death (by a cruel man), and you'd think it would be easy for a white woman to get raped, grownups are all, like, "sex is nothing."

Well, it's not nothing to ME!


I like being ass-raped because it's degrading, painful, dehumanizing, embarrassing, and humiliating.
I was a timid, shy, frightened geeky nuclear engineer terrified of boys until what happened in 2002.  Ever since The Revelation of who (and mainly what) I am, sex is wonderful and magical and exciting and joyous and happy and amazing!


Now, I'll let any guy anywhere do anything he wants to me.  Anything.

  
Just to be cruel, the man who took this pic (below) made me send it to everyone in my address book and bc: him


And this guy likes to hurt my sex organ.  I like that in a man:


It makes me happy at a deep level.


That level is deep in my ass.


After my transformational epiphany in 2002, I walked off my nuc job.


I lived naked in a cave in the woods for three years to think about it.
I hacked into the power grid...


I watched amateur torture porn, thought about what had been done to me...


..and masturbated continuously, for three years.

 
When I came out, I was like a brand new person.
A slacker!

I became a sex slave in a group house instead of paying rent:


I am always naked, always. Day and night.
 I cook, clean, do laundry, and deliver meals on a tray for two guys and a girl, in their rooms.


 One of the guys (D) often makes me kneel on the bed after I give him his tray, and he looks at my cunt while he eats.
I am not allowed to speak. Sometimes he ties me up first, eats, then either fucks me or masturbates on me before I take his tray. I LOVE it when he does that.

The guys whip me and fuck me however and whenever they want, and I eagerly do anything they tell me to.


Here, I'm in the process of being chained to my bed before being whipped until I cry (tears), then ass-raped.
Tears are how the cops know crying is real, because they can't be faked.

It's a WONDERFUL emotional catharsis, and the only emotion I ever express (I'm autistic).
I both look forward to it and dread it at the same time, knowing what is about to be done to me.


After using my ass as a hot, tight masturbation aid, the man usually leaves me like this for between 20 minutes and to half a day. I never know.

Often, before leaving me by myself, he licks my clit to just before I cum, then stops.
Then I am so horny that I could scream. Sometimes I do, when he stops and I know he will now sadistically deny me my orgasm.

Though when he puts a towel under my ass (to absorb pee), I know I'm in for a long, maddening wait.

The few times he fucks me vaginally, he puts novocain ointment on my clit, also to deny me any pleasure.
When he does that, he leaves me untied. I made the mistake of telling him that I unbearably horny from just being fucked deep, that but no matter how I masturbate, my clit is numb and I can't cum.
Once, he watched me masturbate in vain with a numb clit while he laughed.  But no matter what, before he leaves, he slaps my face once, as hard as he can, "to remind you that it wasn't love."



I don't have to worry about poo, because they make me enema before they squeeze half a tube of KY in my ass.


"A" is Adderall. I was charging Michael's new phone before configuring it.
I eventually started buying lube by the half-quart, but it still only lasts a month or two.

Now the one guy can't put the whole bottle against my ass to fill it up, so he squirts a whole lot in his hand and stuffs it in my ass hole. That leaves a hell of a wet spot when he's done using it.



I'm a hole...
...lot happier now that I know I want to be tortured, raped, and really not much else. I used to feel like I wanted something, but I never knew what it was.

Here, read about 2001: what I let 20 or 30 drunk rednecks do to me while I was tied to a bench nonstop all weekend in a stranger's basement.

I had only had sex once before. 2001 changed me from a sad, worried astrophysics girl into what I REALLY am and always was: a dirty female animal who's only purpose is to be fucked and die.

And it showed me that I LIKE that. I hope I die from being strangled by a cruel stranger during rape.

18 comments:

  1. Faye,

    You mean he didn't drag you by the arm, throw you on the bed and fuck you in all three holes before leaving you there as cum oozes out of your sweet, hairy cunt and that cute ass of yours? I, for one, would have done so in a nanosecond!

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    1. Based on the news I guess you could say sometimes BEASTIALITY kills and is illeagle in some states. You might get better odds in Vegas.Danny

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  2. in woulda dun it faster

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  3. The fuck is this shit

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    1. I wonder why Anonymous here in bothered to comment? He, cause that comment wouldn't come from a woman, must have absolute shit for brains because making a comment as anonymous means nobody can reply to you.
      What the fuck is this shit Anonymous A. Asshole is a guy getting fucked in the ass by a horse. Yes, as sad and pathetic as it seems, it's a fact of life.

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